Saturday, September 18, 2010

痛不欲生

原来失去不痛苦,等待失去的过程却让人痛不欲生。。。。

Friday, September 17, 2010

伤痛

一段伤痛, 不在于怎么忘记, 而在于是否有勇气重新开始



成熟

成熟不是心变老, 而是眼泪在眼里打转却还保持微笑



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

在错的时候。。。。

我在错的时候,遇见了你。。。。

我终于明白这句话的道理。。。。

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

碰到这样的“她”请好好珍惜

她其实有点懒,喜欢赖床。她其实不太乖,喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静,很冷漠,在熟人面前却很放肆,很霸道,并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁,她只是很单纯的认为,大家打打闹闹,骂骂笑笑,表示更亲切,更不分你我。

她独立,也好强, 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。 她也会偶尔的忧郁, 朋友问她怎么了, 她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了,她只是需要一个拥抱。

其实骨子里,渴望有一个避风港湾,让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的,承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹,她的倔强,她的悲观,她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样,她才放心,可以放心去继续做自己,不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。

如果没有,那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感,也不会给别人安全感。

她爱不起,更怕伤害。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感,她才散发她的热情。 她爱的永远是对她最好的那个,那个好她心里是有一个标准的,你的积分超过了那条线,她会爱上你,但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了,或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。

其实她要的并不多,她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了,虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情。

她恋爱的时候 ,喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮,耍赖。

不要认为她太小气,蛮不讲理, 其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少!

当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说,他只是我的谁谁谁,却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。

她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的,有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人,她不求结果,只希望你有那份心。

对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情, 感情如果受到挫折,会毁了她,要么成就了她。从此更加漠然,专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活,她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时,从不刻意回避,她适当参与,淡然微笑,她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

她不允许男孩子的背叛,如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事,她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情,她其实很爱你,但是卑微的爱情她不要, 她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水!

她失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好,大声的笑,放声的闹。 当姐妹心疼的说:“你没事吧?”她会放下她所有的骄傲,趴到姐妹怀里哭。 哭完了,苦笑一声:没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣,除非她真的崩溃了。 即使在你爱着她的时候,她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。 如果你看到她的眼泪,请相信这绝不是她在博取同情,这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。 她想对你负责,对她负责,对自己的过去和未来负责,但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言.她很难相信. 即使她很难相信,但她还是会选择等待。 若她喜欢上你,请你不要在她的世界里消失。 她没有更多的要求,不会打扰你的生活。 她只是想静静的看着你,当你的观众,仅此而已。

她的伤初始浓烈似酒,很快就会变为一杯水,却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定,在其中沉默和内伤.

她就是这样,强势,霸道,任性。。。

不会讨人欢心,死要面子,她爱朋友多过你。

她善变,最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。

有时候她又充满阳光的气息,爱笑爱说话,活蹦乱跳,可爱迷人。。

她很自私,只愿意与人同甘,不愿意让别人跟她共苦。。。

她的家庭不一定很是富裕,但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她喜欢热闹,总会成为聚会的焦点,前提是她想。

她也享受孤独,会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。

她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来,又会轻轻松松的打理一切,慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强,一付大女子主义的模样。

她会想,遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人,她就一定就会很安静,心甘情愿的安静下来,不烦,不闹,按时吃饭按时睡觉,按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情.

她从不轻言爱,她的爱很沉默,那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气,在她的心里有一道栅栏, 那就是自尊。

她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。

她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装,做个幸福的小女人,她不要求你要做什么,不会无理取闹要你陪着她,她有自己的生活,她给你空间因为她也需要空间.

她在你面前永远性感调皮,偶尔撒撒娇,跟你玩陌生人的游戏,在你的朋友 面前从来大方得体,微笑的依偎在你身边。

她不让你给她买这买那,但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心,因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。

她在意的是你的心,你若真心,她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心,能让她感觉得到.

终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见,她的倔强被你的保护软化,她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

得到她,别骄傲,

只有懂她的人,才会得到她的好。


她有时是有些迟钝的,在感情方面,但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。

如果你没有绝对的真心,请别爱她,因为她最怕没安全感,害怕失去平衡。。。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着,

她有她的梦想,

她的希望。

一个如花儿般的女孩子,

她时而快乐,

时而忧伤;

时而郁闷,

时而疯狂;

时而邪恶,

时而善良;

时而脆弱,

时而坚强!

你可以说她傻,

也可以骂她笨,

也可以说她冷,

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里,

希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子!

A Real Man

A real man doesn't love a million girls. He loves one girl in a million ways.

Sunday, April 04, 2010

3rd and 4th of April 2010

3rd of April, it was a busy day for me. One of my colleague half day and another one went for some emergency task (instructed by me somehow...... I was a bit regretted but as long as it benefits the company, all the sweat I had worth it !)
I have arranged 5 cars to be released on the day when my colleagues were not around.
Its really like what I usually "wet liao then dry back, wet again......then dry back"
“湿了又干,干了又湿”

Basically I'm talking about my shirt because as I need to maneuver the whole company all the shirt, I tend to sweat ..... (who don't at this kind of weather?)

At night I had a dinner with Connie but somehow we can't find the italian food restaurant - Irish and we ended up at Josephine.
I have ordered a malay rice and honeydew juice, while Connie ordered Chocolate Cookie Coffee Latte.
We found out that the food not up to the standard with the money paid.
I wonder when will be my next visit to Josephine again.......
Then we went to Oval de Garden for a while, seriously I have never paid RM32 for a single class of beer.......
Still Oval is a good place to hang out, a live band and good environment. A bit hot though....
Was glad to meet Jansen, Yip, Eve, Elaine and Amanda there.
Maybe I too used to pay RM48 for a bucket of beer @ Haven.

4th April, I woke up early and drove my families to Sungkai to perform Sweep Grave ceremony.
We arrived around 8am, this year was special mainly because throughout my previous visit, I have never seen so many people and cars in that grave hill.
Is it suddenly all people remember their ancestors at the same time? So this year everyone come back and do their part?
It was really tiring and hot throughout the process, especially the heat radiated from the paper burning for my great grandmother. Basically I'm "wet" again.....
Due to the don't know what kind of information, I was told that we must leave the place before 10am as some of us are born on year of Rat. Thus, we left for breakfast at Sungkai town before 10am.
I never see Sungkai restaurant so crowded (just like grave hill)....
6 stalls, all very packed... Had our breakfast and we drove back to Ipoh again.

I did felt a bit sleepy throughout the way back to Ipoh, somehow with my "skill" I made it back to Ipoh safely.
Never really want to do anything today as don't feel very "energetic" after a tiring morning.

I did bought a leather shoes today, a pair of crocodiles leather shoes. Always think that should buy a good leather shoes because it will last me for quite some period, thus money isn't really a big concern in this matter.
Image quality not so good though... I miss my D90...

Now its the time to prepare for a new week of working life. Looking forward to improve myself further in term of self and business operation.

I want to be a BETTER MAN!


Thursday, March 25, 2010

USM Convocation 2009


Karaoke Session by the famous singers - Yip, FongYee and Mandy!





Yew and Dory

The view from FongYee's room

A big mickey mouse, I bet he must have accompanied FongYee for many years.

Saw this on FongYee's table......
Wonder who will be lucky one to get this next?

Was glad to meet many of friends who were graduating from USM.

My Convocation next!


Manchester United Malaysia Tour 18/07/2009

The match was started around 5:30pm and many of us actually arrived there around 3pm!!!!
Stadium Bukit Jalil while its still pretty empty


Fans!!!!!!!
Fans!!!!!!!!

Something to share with!

Chick holding a dslr, wearing a RED Devil Jersey!

Starting Lineup

Scholes, Berbatov, Anderson

Berbatov, Scholes, Rooney

Nani, Berbatov


Players in Action!


Scholes' Skill, Truly Amazing!

Rafael, Brown, Owen, Tosic sub in!

The match was ended with 3 - 2, Man Utd beat Malaysia Team.

That've put a dot to my 17 days non-stop activities, and I'm back to Ipoh again.......


Taiwan - 17th July 2009

Its my final day of Taiwan trip. After washed and dry all the clothes, I packed up and ready to leave this beautiful city for my next station, Bukit Jalil !

When I'm searching for my brunch, I saw this shop and gave it a try.
I wonder how good is the curry? Found that it isn't that spicy after all.
Maybe it was modified to suit the taiwanese favour?

The boss is a Malaysian. He's from Miri.
If you do drop by Taipei Gong Guan, do give him a try!
It was great to meet someone from our land there.

AirAsia Check In Counter at Taoyuan International Airport

This's gonna be the plane I broaded to back to Malaysia......


Byebye Taiwan!
Malaysia, I'm coming home!


Taiwan - 16th July 2009

In the early morning, I went to try out a breakfast namely 鳗鱼粥。
It was special because I never tried that before, it was expensive somehow.... NT90 which equivalent to RM10.00 !!!
The ladies there spoke Hokkien to me and I couldn't understand a single word, I explained to them that I'm not local and I'm from Malaysia.
Make a guess what they said to me?

"Malaysians? You must be very good in singing, right? Malaysians' singers are famous over here !"

I was speechless for a while and just smile n go.

Afterward, we went to try out the 干面 again mainly because it is good, or nothing else to eat anymore in Tainan ?

Due to sudden change in itinerary, I have to leave Tainan for Taipei in the evening.
Went to buy some souvenirs at 安平老街 and I'm off to 欣和客运 to take a bus to Taipei.
I'm back to Taipei National University Hostel again for my last night in Taiwan.

Even though I was sick (mainly coughing) but I couldn't resist the good food around the hostel.
I bought 炸鸡排,割包 and 西瓜汁 for my supper!


Taiwan - 15th July 2009

As usual days, we woke up late and the activities of the day were started at around 11am.
It was suggested that I should try out the local famous 杏仁豆腐冰。

We arrived at two shops.
One shop does look fancy while another does not look greatly in term of renovation.
The one with fancy renovation did have a sweet voice (or I should say GELI) and we gave them a try.



杏仁豆腐冰

芒果杏仁豆腐冰

草莓杏仁豆腐冰

Well, I did felt that the 杏仁豆腐冰 I tried was not that great.....
I was told that the shop next to it was a lot better. Gonna give it a try if time still allow.....

Then, we took another long ride to 牛埔。
It took us quite sometime to reach there on a scooter.....









Man In Grey


Next Stop, 308 高地
Along the road, there are many longan trees along the roadside.
With my long arms, I just simply snatched them and ate it.
Some were sweets, some tasteless. It was a great experience nonetheless.

A view from the Top


We were really there!

This man really loves his country. Holding the Taiwan's flag tight!

Due to rain gonna pour down soon, we leaving the hill top then.

On our way down, we visited a temple there.



Another view from the top....
It seem rain really gonna pour down soon .........

The last activity of the day was karaoke session at Melody KTV, something which I am very bad at........


Doris was so shy to sing when she was in Malaysia back at December 2008 but when we were there, she was lively and even jump around like a bunny!

Tomorrow will be my last day in Tainan..........


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Taiwan - 14th July 2009

It was my day 8 in Taiwan......and it seem time ticking fast.....

育庭 and I woke up early in the morning but somehow we not able to wake up Doris.....

We went out to get our breakfast.
干面 + 卤蛋。55块 新台币

Afterward, we looked around try to find breakfast for Doris who still sleeping at home.
育庭 brought me to a stall where soya bean and bun - 馒头 are famous of. He said that those soya sold by franchise shops isn't good, must find and dig for those local small street shop, those are best. Believe it or not? Depends on you though.....
It was around 1pm and rain dropping of the sky again.....

The rain did stopped around 4pm and we decided to go for Kaoshiung - 高雄 one night trip.

We passed by Gold Goast of Tainan, 黄金海岸 and off the ride to snap some photos.

After not sure how long ride of scooters.....we finally reached 高雄。

This was the place we went for our dinner



After that, we went for "ice"! This is what I always heard of in tv programme. Finally I'm given a chance to try them myself.
芒果冰

香蕉饼

仙人掌



高雄世运

Then on scooters again back to Tainan. It was almost another an hour ++ journey with the cruising speed of around 60km/h.
I have never been so much time on a bike before......
It was a "great" experience somehow......